This whole week will be staying at home studying or doing anything else at home in the day., except for exercise. BBut will be performing at night in clubs or hotel, then reach home morning @ 2-3a.m -.-, so tired siol & in the morning hving tuition... My dad, signed me up fr so many Gigs{!?} currently hving 4 Gigs fr this week }; think i machine arh can play 24/7?? machine also will spoil sia.. & b4 performance also need practice right?.. but for his sake, i'll still perform & the cash flow is pretty big., 1 small performance can easily earn up to $50. so its pretty worth it, & relatives also watched me play.., Yesterday was the first Gig., but started pretty early @ 8.30 & end @ 11.30. perform wif my sister this song called "remembering Sunday"... {halfway singing tears suddenly drip, but lucky ppl neve see :/} it was a song, story abt a guy who wants to marry a girl but she is running away from her problem, away from the guy {who then goes home alone}.. and ya, its a sad song.. saturday is the big event.. will be performing at "Hard Rock Cafe" if anyone knows abt it?.......... Nvm......, starting to feel moodless in doing anything this few days., dun feel excited or nervous when performing anymore., or mabye dun feel like being a performer..., hari raya coming but dun think i would be so glad to celebrate it..., yesterday also can't sleep properly when i came home..... forget it byebye.this was wat she actually meant to me
{i was stuck to my breath whenever i see u} {sudenly filled up with memories and sorrow whenever someone speaks ur name or u suddenly appear in my mind} {i couldn love anyone else nomore coz my affection was totally squeezed out during my time wif u.,} {u didn make me sad.., or hurt me., or made me heart broken.., u killed me inside} {i love u of who u were not who u are} {back to square1? i dun think so...} {i have love to the extension of madness, n that is sensible love.} {played a song dedicated to u at least once a day hoping u'd come back} wrote a new phrase twice a week since we started... if u still need me, i'll be glad to help.. but ur parents means more than me.., so go ahead...
R.I.P bery..
