rmb when i used to hug her from behind :')
Friday, March 12, 2010
6:54 PM
hey ! hello i'm back :) no actually i'm not , i'm jus wondering how my blog is doing (which is actually dead ~.~) yeah so um , lets talk about how i'v beeen doing ;)life been tough ever since a couple of mnths back , basically i'm no longer that kind of good guy anymore , i dunno , i'v become vulgar and bad , and i'm no longer emo at all :) actually i'm not even emo (i cry onli coz i lost someone in life) , i kinda change AGAIN? wtf! hahaha it'll be the last . yeah , if u try to shoot me wif words , i can shoot u so bad u dun even wish u know me , but if u are kind and nice to me , i'll be 10x even nicer to u and treasure u fr all u do :) so the point is , don't cross the line >:D hehe , whow i sound evil O.o nahh who cares~ i'm not afraid of losing friends ? i'm not even afraid of anything anymore~ but if u are truly a friend , than i can show u tht i trust u with my life:) touched? haha . i'v changed , i'm not weak anymore .. and i seriously hate fighting and violence! i used to f&v but not anymore , i hate it now it totally sucks and childish . whats the point of using physical when u can just destroy someone mentally? just give that person one "good" eye contact & u'll be trashing'em the whole day (if u know how) haha , i seem childish in school coz i'm jus hving fun :) fun is a sense of maturity everyone needs in life , so long as u don't act like a fool or an idiot , thats fine .. i don't wanna show ppl who i am , i'd rather they take years to figure me out :) then thats what they call "u know me"~ hahaha , whow , i type so much? i wasn even thinkin , haha , everything jus ran through my head .. and btw fr all the ppl who think u know me , i'm sorry :) , u don't know a fuck abt me (just my hobbies) . :) i dont think TOO much anymore fr those who r complaining , actually its a waste of time thinking of things i cant get or doesnt apply in reality, so in case u don't get my point "I'M NO LONGER WHO I USE TO BE" :) .. fuck , my post is so long haha X) "life is never easy , it's always tough . thats why we have to grow tougher to stay alive . don't just sit there and cry , u'll be drifting apart , from what u r striving fr and whats left in ur heart" - berry Ahmad ppl out there are the real deal , they dont give a fuck but to win , so watch urself :)
