dead addict

rmb when i used to hug her from behind :')

2010-03-12T18:54:00.000-08:00

hey ! hello i'm back :) no actually i'm not , i'm jus wondering how my blog is doing (which is actually dead ~.~) yeah so um , lets talk about how i'v beeen doing ;)

life been tough ever since a couple of mnths back , basically i'm no longer that kind of good guy anymore , i dunno , i'v become vulgar and bad , and i'm no longer emo at all :) actually i'm not even emo (i cry onli coz i lost someone in life) , i kinda change AGAIN? wtf! hahaha it'll be the last . yeah , if u try to shoot me wif words , i can shoot u so bad u dun even wish u know me , but if u are kind and nice to me , i'll be 10x even nicer to u and treasure u fr all u do :) so the point is , don't cross the line >:D hehe , whow i sound evil O.o nahh who cares~ i'm not afraid of losing friends ? i'm not even afraid of anything anymore~ but if u are truly a friend , than i can show u tht i trust u with my life:) touched? haha . i'v changed , i'm not weak anymore .. and i seriously hate fighting and violence! i used to f&v but not anymore , i hate it now it totally sucks and childish . whats the point of using physical when u can just destroy someone mentally? just give that person one "good" eye contact & u'll be trashing'em the whole day (if u know how) haha , i seem childish in school coz i'm jus hving fun :) fun is a sense of maturity everyone needs in life , so long as u don't act like a fool or an idiot , thats fine .. i don't wanna show ppl who i am , i'd rather they take years to figure me out :) then thats what they call "u know me"~ hahaha , whow , i type so much? i wasn even thinkin , haha , everything jus ran through my head .. and btw fr all the ppl who think u know me , i'm sorry :) , u don't know a fuck abt me (just my hobbies) . :) i dont think TOO much anymore fr those who r complaining , actually its a waste of time thinking of things i cant get or doesnt apply in reality, so in case u don't get my point "I'M NO LONGER WHO I USE TO BE" :) .. fuck , my post is so long haha X)

"life is never easy , it's always tough . thats why we have to grow tougher to stay alive . don't just sit there and cry , u'll be drifting apart , from what u r striving fr and whats left in ur heart" - berry Ahmad

ppl out there are the real deal , they dont give a fuck but to win , so watch urself :)

2009-10-09T07:09:00.000-07:00

life is getting bored cause i'm missing her alot,
i'm doing things alone cause now i'm on my own,
so i'm trying my best to continue living without my lovely darling,
though i'm dying to have her here.. but that's the thing i fear..

everyone says blogging is boring, but to me it's still interesting,
cause there are memories i had that makes me really sad,
and i still got poems to write that i would like to fit inside,
... and its the only way to show you that i still love you...

2009-10-06T05:04:00.000-07:00

this week and next whole week.. exam!, so far eng and mt quite simple {first time understand mother tounge well} aamil dun wanna study wif me :{ wan play soccer only, i also played lar but i was also the one who ask him to stop ;xx., btw my ss sucks, dunno y my teachers keep saying its good., sucks okayy! SUCKS! haha :}......... kay a moment of peace.........

R.I.P bery...

i couldn take it at all when i see you feeling very sad,
felt like i didn care much for you & makes me feel really bad,
wish u would cry in my arm but felt like u'r so far away,
but i'm sitting alone in these empty space hoping that u'll always stay

wipe those tears away, please dun cry,
think of all the good times we had together,
nothing works better if u never try,
hope there's something we had that makes u feel better.

ily ly ly & ly but i'm just tired of saying it anymore..

2009-09-07T19:43:00.000-07:00

This whole week will be staying at home studying or doing anything else at home in the day., except for exercise. BBut will be performing at night in clubs or hotel, then reach home morning @ 2-3a.m -.-, so tired siol & in the morning hving tuition... My dad, signed me up fr so many Gigs{!?} currently hving 4 Gigs fr this week }; think i machine arh can play 24/7?? machine also will spoil sia.. & b4 performance also need practice right?.. but for his sake, i'll still perform & the cash flow is pretty big., 1 small performance can easily earn up to $50. so its pretty worth it, & relatives also watched me play..,

Yesterday was the first Gig., but started pretty early @ 8.30 & end @ 11.30. perform wif my sister this song called "remembering Sunday"... {halfway singing tears suddenly drip, but lucky ppl neve see :/} it was a song, story abt a guy who wants to marry a girl but she is running away from her problem, away from the guy {who then goes home alone}.. and ya, its a sad song.. saturday is the big event.. will be performing at "Hard Rock Cafe" if anyone knows abt it?.......... Nvm......, starting to feel moodless in doing anything this few days., dun feel excited or nervous when performing anymore., or mabye dun feel like being a performer..., hari raya coming but dun think i would be so glad to celebrate it..., yesterday also can't sleep properly when i came home..... forget it byebye.

this was wat she actually meant to me {i was stuck to my breath whenever i see u} {sudenly filled up with memories and sorrow whenever someone speaks ur name or u suddenly appear in my mind} {i couldn love anyone else nomore coz my affection was totally squeezed out during my time wif u.,} {u didn make me sad.., or hurt me., or made me heart broken.., u killed me inside} {i love u of who u were not who u are} {back to square1? i dun think so...} {i have love to the extension of madness, n that is sensible love.} {played a song dedicated to u at least once a day hoping u'd come back} wrote a new phrase twice a week since we started... if u still need me, i'll be glad to help.. but ur parents means more than me.., so go ahead...

R.I.P bery..

2009-09-01T03:13:00.000-07:00

we didn win yesterday's hougean talent, but we performed our best. played "this is me" by camp rock. then had head prefect interview :{ ., didn know wat to speak at first & was hving the feeling of not wanting to become the head prefect but as i step into the interview room and took a seat at that cooool chair, everything came out of my mouth and didn hv to stop to think of my speech. everything ran smoothly and the priciple was impressed wif the way we interviewed.., oh & the six of us are now the priciple's top students and he is gonna pay a close attention to us {no more fooling around}.. i'm gonna hv to do 2hr community service every weekends }};

2009-08-25T07:31:00.000-07:00

just now was rehearsal for hougean talent., screwed up ., Gabriel wtf u playing !? ran out of tempo! b4 the actual rehearsal already been practicing wif Gabriel for @ two hours -.- , fed upp sia . please lar boy., ppl teach u something listen properly , dun for awhile knw then ltr play solo again -.- .. Was so excited when rehearsal start but wif this kind of attitude, its... please lar, just listen, dun wonder in your own world .

Fasting Month

2009-08-23T04:52:00.000-07:00

so long never post coz busy spending time for darling :} but fasting month is here and soon.., Hari Raya wOOt!!

Friday went to chak's bbq at his condo in farrer park, the place was freaking awesome! hang ard, watch them play pool, ate bbq, play play wif darling, had fun wif the boys & it was time to go :( [dad called]. liqin & darling accompanied me to mrt station then kissed darling goodbye (awww sweet lips ;} and it was the last day fr me to hang out wif her };).

Saturday was already fasting month ;} (can't meet her in school :{.) breakfast at grandmum's house, variety of dishes prepared by my aunties, but no one could beat my mom's dish (like they say "mom cooks the best") woah eat alot, must exercise twice the effort haha.

thats all fr nw :)., maybe i'll post fr big events but not everyday HAHA x)

2009-07-28T03:24:00.000-07:00

hello didnt post for so long coz theres nth to post about but hEy! i'm bAcK! WOOT! ive created a class band :} okay so far i got 4 bands, "cube jr", "high class punks", "cousins" and... minghwee hvnt give me the class band name -.- okay nevemind. had exams and stuff past fr the past week. okay this thurs class band audition, guys must come kays? okay cool .

btw alot of people say i change, ya i its true && its coz i missed you too much., and i dun knw y i'm still waiting.. coz i really cnt lose u :/ but.., i thought u say b4 i'm not your lover?

2009-06-19T08:37:00.000-07:00

tues 16 jun
went out wif family.. went grandma house then planned to go botanic garden but went bugis instead., went Swensens and scroll around following my family buy stuff.

saw this at a durian restaurant, haha :}

wed 17 jun
went out wif pri school mates, went to east coast park, brought guitar :} at first planned to meet at point @ 12.45 b4 going, then someone reach @ 2pm, was late & all of us took bus 43 to east coast, reached @ 3pm, wanted to play bowling but the place was fully booked so went fr lunch at a kebab fast food restaurant {met indra and wan going fr chalet}. thought of going fr cycling but everyone wanted to sit by the beach & hear my guitar strums... so we sat there, listen to my guitar, joke all sort of rubbish n played true or dare, most of us had to choose dare aft we choose true {syaqir was dared to dance in the middle of the cycling path & he did it happily, haha ~ i was dared to sit by a grp of girls & they were laughing -_-} then it was 6+, took bus & we went hm, sent the girls home and we continued to hang @ a park near hougang point., we joke too much till all of us were sweating and shafiq had stomachache, AND THEN went home :}

syaqir seating alone {didn wanna tk pic wif us ;P}

sakinah & liyana:}

shafiq & sufi:}

hayatii & hidayat {posers siak! haha}
didn tk pics of myself {eew, dun do that often}

thurs 18 jun
tuition @ 1- 3p.m., then slack at hm... exercise... slack... played guitar... watch tv... use com... exercice... bath... ate dinner.. played guitar {soft music}... slept;}

today 19 jun
aft prayer supposed to go shanelle's house fr meeting but hving bball training so they excuse me {but will be hving another meeting nxt week :(} aft training, went gym then homed. tmr will be going gym wif pri school buddies :D

2009-06-14T06:21:00.000-07:00

Been doing alot this week.. went jamming, had NSSL competition, ...tuition{?}. yeah i'm starting to hv tuition fr myself (i think its better to do so). Oh ya., for those noob out there who plays guitar using only chords & dun know wat a power chord is or wants to learn more, i'm currently giving guitar tuition, tips and hint but only fr this june holiday :} (for those people whom i thought b4, wasnt serious while teaching coz i had lack of time and many things to "arrange", so knw would be a good time) K? k bye.

2009-06-10T00:42:00.000-07:00

i'm back., didn post fr a week coz i went to OBS last mon to fri {1-5 June}. ya its fun.. there were 16 of us frm hougang who went fr the camp but we were separated into four groups so me, gengyun, ruiqi and another girl were in the same group. 12 other students frm totally different school of totally different areas were formed wif us to make a group.. well first day was all abt getting to know each other well {and we all bonded pretty well fr the first day}, pitch tent and belaying. Second day was our kayak training. partnered wif gengyun... we capsized twice -.- {she kept laughing when we capsized}. then from ubin, we all kayak to punggol to camp there fr a night {partnered wayne}, we had to cook dinner and pitch tent there, was awsome. third day, we kayak to sembawang where our nxt camp site is, fr @ 6 hours of kayaking. washed up, cooked dinner & pitched tent, everyone was soo tired aftr 2 days of kayak and nth else. fourth day, kayak frm sembawang to ubin {last destination} supposed to partner chong ling coz promised her aready, but navigators say we r too strong to partner each othr coz she is a 2 star kayaker & i'm simply strong, haha. i partnered lingesh, a small size 2 star. but he was a pretty strong at kayaking {bad choice to partner us up ;} we were the fastest in the whole camp. reached, celebrated, pitched tent, had food celebration {where we cooked our own food and shared with everyone in camp}. At night, our group planned to stay up the whole night to chat and spent time together. as it was getting very very late, the girls decided to go back to their tents so we sent them back. then the guys decided to explore the whole obs HQ, haha it was really awsome :] chased by dogs, sneak pass instructors and saw wild boars! haha, then we all went back to tent to hv at least 2 hrs of sleep. on the last day, everyone was excited as it was time to go home but at the same time the saddest moment to say goodbye to the new friends we've found frm totally different paths.,

I wish i'm still with those new friends i made :}

2009-05-29T01:20:00.000-07:00

Soft kiss and wine
What a pretty friend of mine
We're finally intertwined
Nervous and shy for the moment we will come alive
Tonight
Secret valentine

We'll write a song
That turns out the lights
When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside {haha}
Don't waste your time
Speed up your breathing
Just close your eyes
We'll hope it's for nothing at all

Lay down, be still
Don't worry talk they will
I'll be loving you until
Morning's first light
Breaks tomorrow
I'll take care of you tonight

....... tday last day of school, gonna miss my friends alot {especially aamil & ._.} but i'll still be meeting aamil often during the holidays :] what about you?

2009-05-28T04:15:00.000-07:00

I couldn't sleep last night
I walked alone
On the beach
Where we always used to go
When we couldn't hook up at home

I thought of you
And the time we jumped the fence
Both sides ripped down
We dove right in
And the cops chased us again

When you were mine
You know

We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
the one you lost
I couldn't get enough

You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you

Today, dressed up
In designer drugs
Dedicated to the one
I'll always love
The one who really messed me up

I let you take the wheel
And the driver's seat
Strapped in
So you get the best of me
Now what's left are the memories

:P nice songr, it meant well..

2009-05-26T05:17:00.000-07:00

saturday,
went aunt's new house after she just got married, she had an open house. met lots of my cousins & had loads of fun with them & there were soo many different food! haha, went there @12noon- 10p.m.

waiting...

sunday,
wanted to go gym wif sakinah & sufi tday coz yesterday told them can't. sufi wanted to but sakinah didn feel like going so cancelled & instead i asked Liqin Edwin Irwell. liqin & irwell were busy, edwin wanted to play soccer with his NSSL squad & other teams so i joined him. Met Renald Xixiong Louis Alvin, this guys would be playing fr NSSL under 14 however i'll be playing NSSL under 17 wif aamil [syaqir say u can't backout coz ur aready signed in soo see u in the squad :}] we went to the street soccer near hougang plaza., there were two other NSSL squads under 14 & an advisor they call him uncle Rev [i think so :P] the rest there were typical street soccerians. Had fun playing there, facing against different teams & ages., but somthing bad totally blew my mood., a team of punks went into the court & was up against us. Well as it is street soccer, there were no such thing as "rough", the way those punks played were more like street fighting & i had to play rough & tough to get the ball. i was really rough on them & they couldn't take it & they lost. they were angry & in the nxt match against us, they placed someone bigger & fatter to pull me down [ & made him bang me!!] he was real FAT and DUMB who doesn't know hw to play soccer & only slams into me when i get the ball {!!}.. i got real pissed off & Scramm him [i didn realise when i shouted at that fat idiot, his "gang" was eyeing on me] but then we lost & had a break. the punksters were nt happy wif me. they didn like the way i looked & bein rough in the court & my attitude. at first i didn even care wat they think but, a few min ltr., a big grp came down, hang @ those punks. those punks actually called ppl down juz coz of the incident in the court {!} they r such sissys. there were @ 20+ ppl who actually came down were mostly bengs {quite frightening as their crowd is huge & i only got edwin & co.} those ppl tried to confront me coz i scramed that fat guy but lucky fr uncle rev hanging @ there, they didn came cloze.. only staring at each other frm far.., if u ppl dun like the way i look, dun look! or i'll look back at u n stuff could get worse., i dun like to get into a fight or fight someone if asked to but ppl who doesn't know me or maybe some who knows me hate the way i looked & tries to pick a fight {i m a prefect, a dept head! how bad can i be :(? could i juz live my life without enemys.. i do charity fr goodness sake!! haha}

waiting...

monday
today did food frm the heart collection @ neighbourhood., i was incharge of the hlc doing collection and also my class & other classes helping out in the collection {so basicly i had alot of work to be done} fun to go @ blocks asking fr donation but was tiring., then met aamil aft the whole thing, joke joke soccer joke socccer soccer soccer joke joke joke joke joke... hahahas thats abt all i do :}

waiting...

today
did sorting out frm the food collection wif some hlc., till @ 5 i think. then wanted to go bball training but haikel & co keep pestering not to & meet up wif me in the youth corner b4 i could go training... soo i skipped :} (sorry mdm chua)

THE END
waiting... i knw ur still my gd friend

2009-05-24T09:26:00.000-07:00

love & death comes uninvited... we cnnt control them but we can avoid them... doesnt mean we can avoid forever.. tmr i'll post abt my dayz :P mom angry aready

2009-05-21T05:29:00.000-07:00

everything happen bcoz of me. i was the reason ur upset {i'm sorry, and i wont stop saying sorry till ur back to the way u were}, iknw it was all my fault i didn want it to happen but it happen. Right now, i jus wanna talk like ol' times, see u smile and laugh again dats all, coz i knw i cant do more to make u happy {but i wish to try}.. i knw its not gonna be easy.. so please, lets try :)

waiting..

2009-05-19T03:50:00.000-07:00

today had chem test and then listening compre. after that chunwee passed me my jersey fr the match on 30th.., played with aamil & co.. then took bus & accompanied aamil to tampines and bused home. this sat asking sakinah & sufi out.

waiting...

2009-05-07T07:15:00.000-07:00

life is getting so boring and sad, the most special person i had treasured most and

waited the longest just..... just one word could actually break down a good

relationship., but it could take up to a year to revive or to start new. thats

why its good to always care alot and neve ever try to get angry wif the people u love.

always be the one to give in and be the first to apologize.... but as time goes by, people changed but it

doesnt mean we hv to change, unless we hv mistakes then its time to change

i wish i could bring that person back., but this might jus be a dream, or maybe i could still wait as long as my patients could hold me... NO, i will bring that person back

2009-04-27T05:40:00.000-07:00

it was quite fun in school and aft school tday till aft i went home from glenys house.., wanted to try excercising at a new place which was not bad, then went to a minimart to get a drink && and suddenly a huge man banged the drink dispenser coz i was taking a long time., i said sorry but he wasnt happy, keep staring at me n suddenly i stared hard at him. i think he was irritated wif me when he started walking towards me n i move forward and then he screamed & hooked me in the rib {!?} i gave him a good slapp right aft he did dat & people @ was already crowding trying to stop him. the man left wif the bottle unpaid sia but the aunty didn mind. she said that man was already an asshole frm @ that area && he body was like rock.. pretty tough, my rib hurts :'(

2009-04-25T03:26:00.000-07:00

yesterday, SA started had eng paper 1 then go study wif friends aft prayer.. nxt week got cluster games and im involve, aamil, haikel and abu too. Lols

2009-04-18T23:34:00.000-07:00

yesterday went cathay alone in the morning cause i was soo bored., walked @, went sports shop, bought some cool clothes and looked for My Chemical Romance first album Cds {met a girl while searching fr my MCR Cds, she turned to me & said hi.. she was also kinda interested in MCR, we chatted awhile and suddenly asked my num..? [but she's pretty ;D hahas] looked older than me, i think @ her 17th., was kinda paiseh :P} then went home- street soccer court played league with lots of cool teams... i admit there were much more greater players there compared to our school., went home- msn glenys & the rest are all fairy tales, hahahahas dats all :D

2009-04-16T05:11:00.000-07:00

Haikel has just came out of hospital coz of playing soccer & fractured his face., and aamil had jus went home from school this morning coz of chest pain., Wats happening to u people?? its SA in 2 weeks time and u guys are starting to get injuries... take care of yourselves lar, including U if u know who im referring to

2009-04-09T08:55:00.000-07:00

waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting :{ idiot me..

2009-04-07T07:34:00.000-07:00

today..very very sick., after exam, slept in class for the whole period of lessons.. i got my illness from my sis and bro, this disease is too serious that my sis was sent to the hospital yesterday. im shocked to hear that and im alread feelin very very hot.. no ones at home for this 3 days including tmr coz my family is stayin at the hospital, i jus hope i could tk care of myself..

2009-04-06T02:11:00.000-07:00

Relaku menunggumu...seribu tahun lama lagi...
Tapi benarkah hidup...akukan selama ini...
Biar berputar utara selatan...
Ku tak putus harapan...
Sedia setia...

Happy Birthday

MOM!

I LOVE U SOOO MUCH =}

2009-04-04T11:00:00.000-07:00

me and my sis playing guitarz.. i like her new hair, hahas! too bored to post soo.. a picture paints a thousand words, hahkz bye ;>

Never STOP Caring for your love ones

2009-04-02T07:31:00.000-07:00

.. ive waited fr almost 2years.. in this 2 years, i didn give up or ever stop caring [well there was only once when i almost give up but i still got back in line trying to catch up]. Tell me, which idiot would wait fr up to 2 years fr this? i could wait even longer if asked to but will it be remembered or appreciated? ive moved on and forgotten abt the discussion on yesterday's topic, if it isnt realised... ive changed since this new year started. im no longer the weirdo like years b4. just put this in mind., in the 2 years, i never EVER stop caring. The last few words goes to my mom, dad, and all the people i love.. woohoo! haha

2009-03-27T08:19:00.000-07:00

i'm like soo bored tday coz aamil and kacang wasn't in school. lucky there's Abu... went bball @ 3 till 6+.. went home and... thats all -.-

2009-03-24T05:54:00.000-07:00

school reopen already when I'm not yet ready... bored, so bored, soo damn bored., Damnit! the thing that makes me feel bored is about the new USSR programme or watever u call it. its like everyday @ 7.45 till 8.20. its a silent reading scheme or somthin' which is added to our curriculum time and lesson would end a period aftr our usual hours... !!! ... i think this programme is not really suitable for teenagers @ our age as most of us had'nt been adapting to this interest and behaviour in reading since secondary life and boy... its real hot under the sun. Heard of suggestions in changing the seating plan for USSR or something else.. :D not too sure about it but i hope the changes in the school would benefit hougang sec and hougeans living in it, haha :)

2009-02-28T02:42:00.000-08:00

yesterday, when cross country. got top 20 or so i guess... 2 girlz n 5 boyz came to my house (guess urself) one of them was faiz.. he was also the last one to go home :} *blurgh*

today had friendly match against henderson sec... won... 62-21... wow... in Jan or Feb., lose to them like @ 20-30 points away. but tday it was like.. wow.. we Thrash them real hardcore., once again i'd like to say... wow..........

2009-02-20T06:50:00.000-08:00

Tday's sports day. collected 4 medals, a gold and 3 silvers. took part in 2 running and 2 throwing. b div boys were pretty tough but there's a challenge in it too... now, Bball competitions are over and there are currently no band performances or stage request at the moment., *sigh* at last, people are starting to get a life and im officially "FREE"... at peace now... but as i said at the moment, nightmares will return and this is only the beginning of the year.. yeah, im gonna be dead sooner or later

2009-02-14T20:03:00.000-08:00

bball competitions over and we didn advance to the second round., but its alright coz its our first b division match n we still hv next year., guess we did quite well in the matches.. but we could hv achieved better... moving on ... to me, playing guitar is just so cool and cool, those people who hates guitar or guitarist are just plain DUMB (dats wat i think) . when u r just a novice who wants to learn guitar, it hurts pretty much., but if it gets better n better, you would wish u hv learnt guitar when u were 5years ... well, my main reason to post is not about ranting on those who dunno how to play guitar but to show how much i love it ;) just dun be too DUMB trying out learning guitar if u realy disgust it ... no hard feelings ;D

2009-01-05T02:18:00.001-08:00

1st jan 09

a new year and a new journey awaits.... i was able to go through 2008 smoothly., lets hope its the same this year :)..... Tday, performed at a bar with my band to celebrate the New Year.. not bad lh... been going bball training and jamming for the past Dec holiday. not much holiday.

2nd jan 09

school reopens... quite happy to see my old pals (same ol' edwin- but i know he's been workin out, aamil grown taller O.o than me O.O, Glenys... nice haircut xD). i was the facilitator of the new pupils for the sec ones orientation.., get to know them and get them warm up wif each other wif icebreaking games. Got to know each other well enough till school ends

Today 5th jan 09

went to school and continued the 0rientation... this time, played games with the kids like teamwork strategies to get them closer and bonded wif each other.. did this the whole day till school ends... btw, aamil's currently stayin at Tampines in case some people don't know....... these is all i hv.....

2008-12-21T04:54:00.000-08:00

Yesterday., went BBQ at Renald's house. Shared wif Edwin to buy Renald a soccer ball coz it was his birthday... at the BBQ didn do much., juz hang around, jokes and all sorts of rubbish... went home around 10... Really, there's not much to write -_-

2008-12-14T06:40:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, went out with the Ch0psticks to meet up with Jones (our instructor)., caught a movie in Cathey @ 4.30p.m. till 6.30p.m. the name of the movie is "the day earth stood still" if i'm not wrong., quite a good story, should go check it out... but i didn complete watching it coz was in a rush home. should be home by 7 latest soo I left @ 5.50. Still had to go compass point to buy fr my mum some stuff & reached home 7.20. apologize n explain to my mum.. tday didnt do much., actually didnt do anything at all, went down to practise some bball techs + did some physicals on my own & gym all the way... aftr dat, went home........ slack ....... ya thats all., tmr's gonna be another match fr henderson cup. Dun wanna talk about how we did in the previous matches coz it suck :(

2008-12-08T07:29:00.002-08:00

Had bball intense training fr the past 2 weeks n it just ended last fri soo., was kinda busy. The training was INTENSE., dats y its called intense training. A week b4 dat (19 nov), performed fr prom nite.., i know its a long ago event but.. only had time to post tday. played guitar n sang on dat nite n i guess it turned out pretty well., at least dats wat some people told me. Had some plans few days ago wif family.. bla bla bla... oh ya, bball competitions already started.., Henderson cup: playing fr school / Milo cup: playing under Minyi's rule (the club I joined) ., dats about most of the "adventures" I overcame these few weeks... Till then

2008-11-16T07:23:00.000-08:00

Friday 14 Nov 2008

Today, went out to buy my costume for prom., though im not 16 YET, im performing for them. i bought two pieces of long sleeve shirt, a black grunge n a formal maroon... i didn know which one id like coz both looks nice so., i took them. Also bought a pair of white shoes but no pants coz i hv lots of 'em. Sent an mms to jia yun to help me choose one n.. she prefer the formal one so... i go fr it ;)...... sry jia yun didn post the pic for my outfit coz i sent it to u, lol :D

Saturday 15 Nov 2008

didn do much tday., prac some songs for prom. At 12.15 noon, called up fr bball to meet near point at 5.30p.m. n proceed to toa payoh with the rest of the team... was asked to join a club by my bball school coach... *sigh* training was so tough; a very fit guy may fall ill. At least now, im legally a member of MinYi bsktball club., one of the best bball clubs in s'pore :] Ok, wateve... finished around 11+, took lorry home coz uncle toh sent us but still tk bus home coz the lorry didn stop near my house N.., reached home around 1a.m. lol-.-

Today 16 Nov 2008

band members (not the symphonic) came by my house fr a "little" prac fr prom. they reached at 2+ but drumer wont be joining us coz he backed out to enjoy the nite he paid fr soo.. we'll be playin acoustic versions. *whew* playing 7 to 10 songs on prom so prac real "hard".. haha.. i knew all the songs b4 most of the members ;) wateve., they went home @ 7-10.... okey., dats all im gonna say... now SCRAM!!! lol>< kiddin

2008-11-13T07:22:00.000-08:00

Waddup,
didn't post for soo long coz of different reasons... gonna talk about my camps at bintan for last week & in school this week... last week had 4 dayz 3 nite HLC camp at loola resort (bintan). The girls dorm were like OMG., nice... & the guys dorm were like WTH., not cool! okay forget about that, met with "The CHOPSTICKS" (the group i was placed in).. those ppl in there were like AWSOME!! Had some fun for 1st day but had lots of fun for the rest of the dayz ;D. Had boom netting, CIP in a primary school, kayaking and lots more., on the 4th day, was sad that the group was disbanded aft the camp... but still kept in touch with Jia Yun & some of them. FOR prefects camp, our group were called "NUMERO UNO" did'nt know how that name came about. i came in late coz had bball training n then met the rest of the guys.., went vivo with the group on day 1 n day 2 n 3 in school then... blah blah blah, fun fun fun... okey, i gotta go now i'll continue posting more...soon ;)

2008-06-18T05:56:00.000-07:00

today just came back from hlc camp. shiok siol! we had multi level captains ball, water rafting and candle war. actually there was afew more activities but i only think that these r the fun x3 activities. well my group won candle war got second for water rafting n lost multi level captains ball. i learn lots of valuable lessons and aspects of becoming a good role model as a leader. well i wish the camp is alot longer than this 3 days 2 night. well dats all for now.... afterall these were the best days of my holidays.

teddy bear, u didnt talk to me for sometime n i m worried. i miss talking to u. jus hope u r free from ur troubles. wish u could find ur ans to ur problems. nvm, i support u all the way. friends wont give up n neve give up on each other. once a best friend always a best friend, even though there r some conflicts. jiayou=)

2008-06-06T05:43:00.000-07:00

asyikhin is here.gonna help berry to post.haaa.
he went for basketball at 8am & he just reached home.
they won 2 matches in a row.they vs with east view and tanglin.
they vs with east view,they beat them 30 points away.
vs with tanglin they score 136-58.
they play pretty well uh...
thats all for today.

free

2008-05-24T03:06:00.000-07:00

yesterday i saw a blue moon so today felt like posting cause anyway, its holiday. But its no holiday for me cause i got bsktball everyday even on weekends....don know how im gonna survive. what i've been going through this week is all about bsktball. had friendly matches against kranji sec, first toa payoh and RI (raffles institute). we lose to kranji, won first toa payoh and lose to RI. was happy we won first toa payoh cause we c boys defeated their b boys :). had a few injuries and broke my spectacles but was ok and used super glue on spectacles. today should be going for night training but lost my wallet and couldnt take a bus to my destination and is way too far to walk. sigh...im tired and there is too many activity during this june holiday.........